I'm yours

for the night

You taste like storms of cherry blossoms

Everytime you see her again you remember. You remember why you fell asleep to the thought of her, you remember why you used to call her five times a day to hear her voice, you remember why you asked her for pictures of her smiling and you remember why you gave her your jacket eventhough you were cold. And you remember how her heart is as cold as you. You remember how she will never be able to love and you decide to leave, only to come back months later to remember again.

So you love me. So what?! I spent the last two years loving you and I've had enough. I spent the last ten month crying because you didn't love me anymore. You realized that you never stopped loving me. So you love me. So what?! I've had enough, I'm tired of suffocating because you said you didn't want me. So you still want me. So what?! You know what?! I've had enough, I'm not yours to play with, I'm not yours anymore.

I only miss you when I'm high