We kissed and I felt pure electricity flooding my veins, it entered my body through your lips.

You already broke me, it's too late.
I died inside and will go back to heartless bitch.

I don't think I love you, I know I love you

I can't concentrate, I can't think of one single verse. I can't write a single verse about anything, but I could write operas full of your name and novels about the feelings you give me.

I saw how your eyes sparkled when you talked to him on the phone. I saw you smiling when he told you about his day. I saw you jumping into his arms when he picked you up from the trainstation. And it shocked me, because you never showed emotions. You seemed to love nothing, I thought you were a heartless bitch. He wakes these feelings in your chest. I hope he won't break your heart cause I think your feelings will fall into a coma if he won't want you

I miss you so much it suffocates me.

You say you don't understand it. And you're right, you don't. Stop criticizing what you can't understand.

You know I usually think about three thoughts at the same time. The past two weeks, one of the thoughts was about the things I did wrong. Another thought was about the things we did together, the things that remind me of you and how happy I am when you're with me. And one thought is always the same, one thought is a picture. Your eyes. And how much I miss them.

I'm so sorry

I know you need time but I miss you so much it's burning me from inside. I can barely breathe without you. I'm not even alive anymore, I'm surviving.

I thought I didn't feel anymore. You make me feel again.

Du fehlst mir so

Tell me, is it over? Can I die inside and go back to heartless bitch? Or will you stop me from doing what I loved and let me love you?