You hugged me and my mind flooded with the little things I enjoy.
I lied down on a field
I could hear the sea in the distance
Birds flying above me
Singing my favourite melody
Daisies blooming everywhere
The smell of peonies in the air
A cigarette in my hand
Sunrays warming the sand
A book on my stomach
No hint of heartache
And suddenly,
your body next to me.
-
You left. No one next to me.
Pain in my entire body,
Books can't bring me joy.
You took the sun,
I can't smoke.
I only smell blood.
The daisies are useless
You won't give them to me.
I sit in silence,
all the birds are dead.
The sea is gone.
You took my field with flowers.

Now I sit in a parking lot,
The rain hiding my tears.
The darkness swallows me entirely.
I've got a bottle in my hand.
The taste brings back a hint of your warmth, a hint of your love.